[okay. moment of truth. she knew Neo trusted her and she had to trust herself, too, and as they kissed and Emerald's hands worked, she just... she tried not to focus on it. she tried not to focus on the sound of fabric moving or the way her weight shifted on the bed as she pulled off her girlfriend's top.]
[she wanted to say something, to pull away and break the kiss and explain herself—it was pretty weird, right? she was doing something weird, wasn't she? but maybe she didn't have to. her hands moved to Neo's shoulders and draped over them as she blindly reached for a bra clasp or anything else to remove, and in the meantime she knew she was putting herself into a very accessible position all her own.]
[she made a quiet noise from the back of her throat while the kissing continued, and though it wasn't a command or an order or anything like that, it definitely came off urging. like she wanted to give back to Neo after how patient her girlfriend had been with her, and the best way she could think of doing that was by finally giving her permission to, um. take Emerald's clothes off? gods she needed to kiss more and think less.]
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Date: 2020-11-18 02:44 am (UTC)[she wanted to say something, to pull away and break the kiss and explain herself—it was pretty weird, right? she was doing something weird, wasn't she? but maybe she didn't have to. her hands moved to Neo's shoulders and draped over them as she blindly reached for a bra clasp or anything else to remove, and in the meantime she knew she was putting herself into a very accessible position all her own.]
[she made a quiet noise from the back of her throat while the kissing continued, and though it wasn't a command or an order or anything like that, it definitely came off urging. like she wanted to give back to Neo after how patient her girlfriend had been with her, and the best way she could think of doing that was by finally giving her permission to, um. take Emerald's clothes off? gods she needed to kiss more and think less.]