[it had been too long. she'd made Neo wait too long for this and she was as tired of herself as she (probably incorrectly) assumed Neo was. but now was the time, and though this wasn't the first time for Emerald, this was the first time she felt... this comfortable about the whole thing. this was okay. this would always be okay. her body nearly shuddered under Neo's touch, and her eyes fluttered open to see Neo staring at her. asking questions without saying or signing or writing a single word.]
[and she swallowed, but she was done being afraid. and she nodded. she was ready. she was ready as long as Neo was, and she didn't know how it would play out from here or what would end up happening but she knew, with literally everything off her chest, that she could... that she could make up for it. that she could do what she wanted and what she knew Neo wanted, too.]
[her hands followed the curve of her girlfriend's sides upward and came to a rest on her chest in a show of stupid, idiotic boldness that instilled in Emerald an unspeakable host of emotions. her body immediately felt warm in almost an uncomfortable way, but she knew she would be able to handle this. she'd felt this before, too, years ago. her head tilted to one side to give Neo more room, and she closed her eyes again but came far from screwing them shut. it was easy to embarrass her sometimes, sure, but she knew she could feel her girlfriend up. and then. do a lot more than that.]
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Date: 2020-11-21 06:41 am (UTC)[and she swallowed, but she was done being afraid. and she nodded. she was ready. she was ready as long as Neo was, and she didn't know how it would play out from here or what would end up happening but she knew, with literally everything off her chest, that she could... that she could make up for it. that she could do what she wanted and what she knew Neo wanted, too.]
[her hands followed the curve of her girlfriend's sides upward and came to a rest on her chest in a show of stupid, idiotic boldness that instilled in Emerald an unspeakable host of emotions. her body immediately felt warm in almost an uncomfortable way, but she knew she would be able to handle this. she'd felt this before, too, years ago. her head tilted to one side to give Neo more room, and she closed her eyes again but came far from screwing them shut. it was easy to embarrass her sometimes, sure, but she knew she could feel her girlfriend up. and then. do a lot more than that.]