They can hate me all they want. I'm used to them hating me. It's fine.
[thank the gods the voice was synthetic because she knew she couldn't get through a lie that obvious with her actual voice right now. still, she knew that Neo would see through it, so she tried to type quickly with eyes closed out of embarrassment. shame. self-hate.]
I thought I was stronger than this and I didn't want this to be how I found out I was wrong. I don't know how I can trust myself after this.
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Date: 2021-02-04 08:59 pm (UTC)[thank the gods the voice was synthetic because she knew she couldn't get through a lie that obvious with her actual voice right now. still, she knew that Neo would see through it, so she tried to type quickly with eyes closed out of embarrassment. shame. self-hate.]
I thought I was stronger than this and I didn't want this to be how I found out I was wrong.
I don't know how I can trust myself after this.