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It seems that Neopolitan still isn't managing to master the fine art of caring to be properly sociable. Still, the inbox does work, and she's known to respond fast enough, if she likes someone. So, at least there's that?
(OOC Note: 99% of all replies will come in the form of Text Messages unless Neo has a strong reason to send video messages. She might send pictures, but she prefers text.)
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Date: 2022-07-16 10:01 pm (UTC)However, that sounds like an approach that is taking into account her nature and at the same time?
You're still pro-actively trying to apologize and let things be on her terms in the end.
So, I definitely hope she can see that.
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Date: 2022-07-17 12:23 am (UTC)God, I really hope so.
I can get used to living alone again if I have to, but it's going to hurt worse than dying did.
And I know that's very "do you think because you're a lesbian it makes that any less pathetic?" of me, but here I am anyway.
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Date: 2022-07-19 04:55 pm (UTC)You're in love with her.
I think you're entitled.
Be just a little dramatic with me.
It's not like I don't mope around on the beach my fair amount.
So, trust me that I get it.
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Date: 2022-07-19 06:40 pm (UTC)You'd think not having a heart anymore would make the heartbreak hurt less.
It's miserable. It fucking destroys you.
I hope it makes sense that I decided to do the stupid bullshit I did after I saw her die if this is what actually living without her in my life is doing to me.
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Date: 2022-07-21 01:02 am (UTC)He hurt someone that you love so much that your heart aches, whether or not it's in your chest.
It blinds you so the only thing you can think of is ending his existence.
And I would assume she 'gets it' in that yes, she understands that.
But at the same time? She might not want you to take crazy chances with your life.
And when our hearts are involved? Sometimes we do crazy things.
I hope she can understand.
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Date: 2022-07-21 11:32 pm (UTC)I mean, like, I think personally that John's stupid fucking friend did it, but I think I already know that Kainé's gonna see it like I did it.
And she's right. Ha. God, she is. If I'd just waited five fucking minutes she would be back in my arms right now.
You always hear stories about people who die for love.
You never hear about the ones who choose to live for it.
If she gives me a second chance, I think that's going to be the story I try to tell.
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Date: 2022-07-23 03:47 am (UTC)But when you come down to it, you sacrifice that part of you that wants to cry havoc and let loose the dogs of war
And you shut that part down, and keep living for them even though you feel wrong somehow.
But you're giving every day for them?
Yeah, uh, that's kind of an insanely romantic thought. Just saying.
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Date: 2022-07-23 10:54 am (UTC)Maybe I'm a romantic.
Maybe I'm an overly dramatic bitch, too, which is why I'm not gonna SAY any of that stuff to her, because I don't want to scare her off.
But she's the best thing that's ever happened to me, and if she gives me this second chance then I want to be my best for her.
She deserves that.
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Date: 2022-07-24 03:27 am (UTC)But yeah, take it one step at a time so you don't scare her off in the process right now.
I hope you get that second chance, Anna. I really do.